this is my first entry in here .. well .. currently i'm now at eunos comunity centre .. accompanying Dydi for his training .. some Malay cultural thing .. lyk the kompamg and all tat .. so .. i jus came back frm school .. but i didnt attend school ... went there to talk to Ms Janet Lee and Ms Woo .. shall not divulge any details about wat we talked about ..
just now .. i meet ms aroozoo .. i bumped into her accidentally .. guess she didnt took notice of the person tat bumped into her .. tat's me ... so, i called out her name and she waved at me .. and walked away .. she seems to be in a rush .. LOLx ...
so .. Nana msged me .. and asked me why i didnt asked her out .. lyk duh!!! u are schooling wat babe!! how to ask u ler!!! anyway .. she just beeped me .. and asked am i still wif dydi .. i guessed she's kinda shock cox i sent her a hoax msg .. LALALALA!!!!!!!!!!!!! i said tat i HAVE quit school ... i think she's so gullible and believes it .. c'mon lah babe .. dunn u noe tat love to put a prank on u .. ok .. enuff .. so shall jus APOLOGISE to HER ..
life was great for the past few days and weeks .. it's been a rollercoaster ride .. sometimes feel happy and sad at the same time ... it's just life ... and i sure there's gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me .. guess there's more to life rather than clubbing .. drinking .. smoking .. sniffing glue .. taking drugs .. anyway .. i have a secret to tell u guys .. hope u sealed up ur lips .. i tried drugs before .. ecstacy .. it's kinda fun & exciting .. i gotta it frm my "MOTHER" .. i still rmb the effect .. i jus couldnt remember exactly wat i hav done .. and there's a weird feeling inside me tat i didnt noe hw to explain ... it's lyk a sense of cluelessness .. it's unexplainable .. anyway .. yesterday, i gulped down almost the whole bottle of cough syrup .. it left me head wif a giddy .. my head felt heavy .. it's lyk i'm high ...
ok ok .. tomorrow .. meeting NANA at 6.30am .. hehe ... gonna act lyk a real depressed gal .. LOLx .. so tat she will be taken in by my acting .. LOLXX ..
the loud music is really irritating me .. but it's kind of nice feeling to be surrounded by guys .. but too bad no macho guys .. jus a normal mat mat .. LAALLAA .. ok ..
TOODLES
